"I think the concept of virginity was created by men who thought their penises were so important it changes who a woman is."
because only women lose their virginity? what?
Everything I wanted I was all in a dream.
I still wasn't much or was that just how I seem?
i’ve got this plan, y’see. i got this plan and I’m gonna take over myself. I’ve got it figured out and I’m gonna get control. I’m gonna hang onto myself and a new type of grasp on reality. I’m gonna go deep into the dark because I feel this bout of mania on the horizon and i’m gonna harness it. I’m gonna harness it to get in over my head.
I’m gonna get right with myself, or I’ll get right along with the impossible state of being i’ve been born into. I’m gonna build a fortress in my pride and let love grow like kudzu on over it, choke it out with healthy vines and taut tendrils grabbing at the chimneyside, because if I know one thing about a home, Lord, it’s that there’s no room for exhaustion and even less for freethinking drinkers today. Nah, I’m gonna get right with myself because I’ve got this plan here, I’m goin up and up and up and I’m growin up and up and up, and i’m gonna find this God, you hear me? I’m gonna find this God in myself and I’m gonna build a mask out of my misfortune, carve it straight out of my despair and my bad thoughts, and I’m gonna wear it like the Crown of Days against my enemies. I’m gonna wake up one day and look at the happenings in my life and I’m gonna reflect real hard over a few beers, make good sense of all these feelings and I’m gonna remember a man who didn’t have a way up and out and who doubted too often and second-guessed too soon. I’m gonna remember a man who was too weak to tear his own life down when it got too convoluted. I’m gonna look back at King Sisyphus off the throne in a Hell of his own making, hunched and strained over the tasks concerning him day to day, and even though I’ll never forgive myself for the wasted days of my life I gave up for the gains of so many others who never for what I’m choosing for myself now. I’m going into a dark place and I’m coming out alive.
I can’t even begin to describe the brilliance of this segment.
i’m screaming. she’s fucking awesome. anyone know where this can be found as an actual video?